.. card's out..

.. aaah~~!!..

.. card's out..

.. the day before my birthday?!?!..

.. this coming birthday would be my worst birthday ever..!!

.. of all dates..

.. why April 12?!..

.. waaaahh..

.. i don't want to lock up myself in my room and cry the next day because of my grades..

.. i don't want to cry in sadness on my birthday..

.. coz its my day..

.. i don't want something to ruin it..

.. and besides that day would mark on how long i've been living here on earth..

..haaizzt..

.. i don't want to see my card..

.. i won't be afraid if i only passed OUR project..

.. i haven't passed OUR project..

.. because of one menacing member..

.. she messed all of it..

.. it was supposed to be perfect..

.. i did my best but she did her worst..

.. that girl is a pain in the neck..

.. but i don't hate her at all..

.. i don't blame everything to her..

.. so don't think that i'm a person full of hatred..

.. coz i know the real me..